Tuning into your inner being/ finding more about yourself

[Jasriella]

I would like to know how to tune into my inner being and bring it forth, I know there is a burning flame within me and I don't know how to access that flame so I was hoping somebody here might know.

Also, how do I access the memories of me past life? I only have snipits here and there of my life as a dragon but I want to make sense of it instead of just flashes of confusing images that stick in my mind.
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I am trapped between heaven and hell. My wings carry me upon the winds. Above lies heaven, below hell. Yet I must land in hell to soar in heaven. I am a Dragon!

[Hyraxylos]

For the first part, if you mean changing your shape I can't recommend even DESIRING it. To be sure I'd imagine that most if not all otherkin have had some sort of either desire or intent of acquiring their 'inner' forms, but what are the reasons for that? On the other hand there are certainly some things that you could do with your human body possibly to CONFORM to what you want to do for fun in real life... Like for example if you really enjoyed flying then try out hang-gliding sometime during your current life and see if you like it.

Learning about a past life is a huge point of difficulty. It's almost impossible to advise on because everyone's means are different and they all seem driven by luck (being lucky enough to have somebody else simply TELL you everything, for example). Try writing dreams down someplace right after you have them and see if they can be arranged in any kind of order, I guess. :/
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[Jasriella]

[Ragnarok]

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[Jasriella]

I did the meditating thing last night and I'll say one thing, THE PHYSICAL FEELINGS I HAD WERE STRANGE!!!!! Almost alien to my body. I propped myself up against my wall and sat cross-legged. Then I began to control my breathing and slowed my pulse. After about 10 minutes, I got the strangest sensation over my whole body, like I was being covered in a soft but hard skin. After that continued for a minute or so, I tried to dig deeper into myself and began to mentally call out the name that I believe is Galadreil. I got the strange feeling again but more powerful and my hands and feet tingled, especially at the tips of my toes and fingers. Then my back got real itchy and so did my but. I could feel my pulse rise and rise the whole time and the whole ordeal was so exciting but at the same time scary, I still can't make much sense of it.

Any explainations as to what was happening?

Oh, and when I went to lay down and go to bed, I felt something wrap itself around my foot and let go, and I felt the movement all the way up to my lower back.
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I am trapped between heaven and hell. My wings carry me upon the winds. Above lies heaven, below hell. Yet I must land in hell to soar in heaven. I am a Dragon!

[Hyraxylos]

I felt phantom sensations for pretty much my whole life but didn't think much of them until they were finally explained to me. Unfortunately being able to identify phantom limbs only made them more annoying than previously, but then I learned how to switch them on and off at will.
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[Jasriella]

Phantom limbs?

You mean that I like, mentally materialized wings and a tail, along with whatever skin/scales I was getting?
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I am trapped between heaven and hell. My wings carry me upon the winds. Above lies heaven, below hell. Yet I must land in hell to soar in heaven. I am a Dragon!