Joined: 05 Jun 2008 Posts: 689 Location: Running with the eyes of a devil.
Posted: Mon 01 Dec 2008 9:17 Post subject: This is my life, Let it be known this topic is very deep.
Well I know who I am, but there are always the time when I feel as though the pain inside will never dissipate. I have so much I would love to let go,
but as Auroara taught me it is the things that you live through that define who you are, and if you can find the strength in your heart to pull through you'll find a way to over come the fears you hold. Growing up I only had Auroara and my sister Zoa. We both experienced the same hell. When we were young Our human father, well yeah. Though he could never do harm to me as Auroara safeguarded me from him. He'd always hurt my poor sister. Auroara would protect her when able, but soon as I wasn't around he'd hurt her. So one day I decided to take her as well as myself and go where ever two thousand dollars would take us. Her dream was to be a singer, me a writer.
We left at the age of 16. Planning this was difficult as I had to sneak a suitcase with coats outside and hide them till we were ready. Then upon the night while all slept but me and Zoa, we snuck out our windows and met where we had hidden the suitcases. Then we went on the road. She went one way I went the other. She herself was otherkin as I was, but she did not inherit a dragon in her spirit. She was herself a dragon, she just chose not to use her strength against him because she did not want to labeled as a monster. Thanks to this being the age of Cell phones we can still keep in touch. As I walked and road my way from place to place. I came to realize that I was not the only one that had been through the Hell we'd endured.
I often over look how far I've come. I am truly glad I found this place, as this gave me a place to quite the storms in my head. In the real world I'm an outcast, here it is not strange. Here I am free to remove the mask and be who I am. For not for these forums I'd still be thinking I and Zoa were the only ones out there. I thank all who took the time to know me, and allowed the same of me. Thank you all.
Joined: 19 Nov 2008 Posts: 1709 Location: Minot, ND
Posted: Mon 01 Dec 2008 13:19 Post subject:
Sounds like you and your sis have had a rough time of it. Nice to hear that you two are still keeping in touch though. If I may ask, when you speak of Auroara, are you talking about your otherkin or is that the true name you have found for yourself? I do apologize but it gets kind of confusing sometimes when I read some of your posts. _________________ I am trapped between heaven and hell. My wings carry me upon the winds. Above lies heaven, below hell. Yet I must land in hell to soar in heaven. I am a Dragon!
Joined: 05 Jun 2008 Posts: 689 Location: Running with the eyes of a devil.
Posted: Tue 02 Dec 2008 5:02 Post subject:
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If I may ask, when you speak of Auroara, are you talking about your otherkin or is that the true name you have found for yourself?
Auroara is the dragon that is reincarnated into my spirit. Sorry if that sounds confusing. But my draconic name is Roark. Read what was said here
http://www.ncsos.us/sdb/forum/viewtopic.php?t=7507
it should explain much you want to know.
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Nice to hear that you two are still keeping in touch though.
Yeah last I heard of her, she said she might get the chance to meet Amy Lee of Evanescence. After a concert they are doing somewhere in chicogo. We might actually see each other when it is done. _________________ The blood of that which you beleive run deep within, if you feel this then there is no need to doubt.
Joined: 13 Jun 2007 Posts: 805 Location: Atlanta, GA
Posted: Tue 02 Dec 2008 10:54 Post subject:
Thanks for telling about it and glad you were able to find freedom. _________________ The statement below this one is false.
The statement above this one is true.
This statement is false.
Joined: 05 Jun 2008 Posts: 689 Location: Running with the eyes of a devil.
Posted: Wed 03 Dec 2008 7:30 Post subject:
Thank you. I hope the same for Master. By that I mean I hope he finds himself.
Don't know why feel like calling Master...Kane from now on if this is okay with you and him. _________________ The blood of that which you beleive run deep within, if you feel this then there is no need to doubt.
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that's simple dragonwriterX. it's because the leader of the NOD forces' name in the Command and Conquer series is Kane, and he's quite a sick guy. [stalker] I've read just about all posts about Hyraxylos [/stalker lol j/k :P] explaining a bit about master and looking at that, Kane and Master seem to have the same personalities.... now Hyraxylos kan kick me if I'm wrong... *hideS*
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