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dfangd
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It might just be me... but I don't see the confusing part. I also don't see what the problem is since you didn't really elaborate on what happened...
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Jasriella
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Gaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh  ! Now I'm disgusted with myself. I've had some time to cool off, sat and watched a movie and managed to get my mind off of today's events for a while and now with a cleared head, uninebriated and a full stomach, I was finally able to reflect on things. And I am apalled at what I brought myself to. Its a shame I had to go through this but I think I needed it. I don't know but I almost feel better than even before we started dating, like a heavy weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I can finally breath. I must have been so absorbed in my own sorrows that I completely forgot how to look at the brighter things in life and this short relationship lit things up for me. I still feel bad about losing her and probably will for a few but I don't feel hollow any more and I can actually smile now at some of the simpler things in life, and now there are a few things I want to try with my new car. I'm ready to face the world anew.
Now what am I supposed to do with the $170 tux I bought for prom and the tickets?  The irony of that is my mom made a joke about this exact thing just after we got our prom stuff .
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dfangd
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Wait... so you broke up?
... because you were spacey in a conversation with her older sister?
I don't get it.
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Jasriella
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Yes we broke up but it was more than that, just little things here and there throughout the month that aparently set her off and I guess she just had enough. Although she could have said something about it earlier rather than just dropping the whole relationship, but whats done is done and I'm not going to worry myself about it anymore than I already have. Last nights happenings I guess drew the line for her even though in every way that I could tell things were great except for the sporadic moments of me being dazed.
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dfangd
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Well... frankly she sounds a bit immature for handling a month-old relationship that wasn't "perfect" with a tantrum. No one needs that.
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True on that one dfangd. As I have learned the stars still shine out through the rain, and some where out there is the future. That I once thought had past me by.
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Jasriella
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Which is why I feel all the more better about being rid of her. I've had a blast all day today, which is weird because nothing is really different except the absence of trying to see her in between classes. Right now I just want to take my car out and run it full throttle again. Got it up to 100mph before I had to make my turn at home, and that was roughly 1/10 mile stretch. I love speed, just gotta be careful about the cops  .
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Hyraxylos
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| Yes we broke up but it was more than that, just little things here and there throughout the month that aparently set her off and I guess she just had enough. Although she could have said something about it earlier rather than just dropping the whole relationship, but whats done is done and I'm not going to worry myself about it anymore than I already have. Last nights happenings I guess drew the line for her even though in every way that I could tell things were great except for the sporadic moments of me being dazed. |
I've gone through a similar situation. After my first relationship ended I did some soul-searching and concluded that I wasn't going to die of heartache if I never fell in love with anyone. So after that I just focussed on being a good friend.  I felt relieved actually that I no longer felt any sort of urgency behind seeking out "relationships" if I didn't want to. The next time I fell in love with anyone, it was gradual and stealthy and I hadn't seen it coming at all. Once I recognized it, I told the person in question about it which scared her a little, but then reassured her that all we ever need to preserve is our friendship.
The reasoning behind this reassurance is because, as you've probably realized by now, having friends is far more important than having a mate. There's no sense in risking the former by shooting for the latter against someone's will.
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