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Jasriella Shining Dragonstar

Joined: 19 Nov 2008 Posts: 1709 Location: Minot, ND
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Posted: Wed 15 Apr 2009 20:14 Post subject: |
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Small and rather amusing update. Today at work my fellow co-workers have finally given me a nickname. I work at the North Dakota State Fair grounds and those of us of the grounds crew are a pretty big mixed bunch and those of whom that have been there for a while all have their own nicknames. Rusty, Lowmanator, Lips, etc. Well I guess I've finally been accepted as part of the crew because now I've been deemed "Dragon". Odd too, it's just "Dragon" nothing shorter or catchier but it's sticking like glue. Go figure though, my tattoo, the books I read, the shirts I've got. Beats how the one guy got labeled "Lips" . If only they knew though how deep that hits me. Not in a bad way though, I'm glad that others are taking notice and not making some big joke out of it. _________________ I am trapped between heaven and hell. My wings carry me upon the winds. Above lies heaven, below hell. Yet I must land in hell to soar in heaven. I am a Dragon! |
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Shaprite Dragonstar

Joined: 19 Oct 2007 Posts: 164 Location: A cave with crystals inside on a tall mountain
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Posted: Sat 03 Oct 2009 16:44 Post subject: |
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A strange language? Could that have been some kind of draconic language? _________________ Beware. I bite! |
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Jasriella Shining Dragonstar

Joined: 19 Nov 2008 Posts: 1709 Location: Minot, ND
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Posted: Tue 06 Oct 2009 1:07 Post subject: |
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| Shaprite wrote: |
| A strange language? Could that have been some kind of draconic language? |
If you're referring to the one that I had talked about in my original post of this thread, I can't really say. I'd like to think so and it may be a possibility. As I said then, it wasn't a known language. Yet it held structure and a clear meaning. I've spoken it in my dreams a few times but for some reason I can never remember what I said and/or what it meant, just that I said it.
Sometimes I feel like there is a filter or a block keeping me from at least gaining an understanding of my draconic self. The "veil" fits that well but not quite as I highly doubt any of us will be taking our "true forms." Perhaps then we'll be able to at least understand things a bit more. _________________ I am trapped between heaven and hell. My wings carry me upon the winds. Above lies heaven, below hell. Yet I must land in hell to soar in heaven. I am a Dragon! |
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Shaprite Dragonstar

Joined: 19 Oct 2007 Posts: 164 Location: A cave with crystals inside on a tall mountain
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Posted: Tue 06 Oct 2009 11:26 Post subject: |
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It could be a draconic language, but i'm not sure. Thats all i know, but your right about not gain our "true forms." I also feel there something blocking it, too. So far The only access I have is my friends' "tellings." They told me their not lieing. _________________ Beware. I bite! |
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albvan Shining Dragonstar
Joined: 24 Sep 2005 Posts: 322
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Posted: Tue 06 Oct 2009 12:50 Post subject: |
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| Shaprite wrote: |
| It could be a draconic language, but i'm not sure. Thats all i know, but your right about not gain our "true forms." I also feel there something blocking it, too. So far The only access I have is my friends' "tellings." They told me their not lieing. |
How can anybody tell you about such an intimate part of your personality that is your draconic self? How can your friend know so much about you? And how can you trust him so blindly?
Sorry for the off-topic, Galadreil. If this discussion prolongs itself it will be made into a new topic. Or moved to another one. |
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Shaprite Dragonstar

Joined: 19 Oct 2007 Posts: 164 Location: A cave with crystals inside on a tall mountain
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Posted: Tue 06 Oct 2009 17:24 Post subject: |
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Ther's a lot of things that don't make sense. I don't know how its possible. I only tell my true friends. The people I can trust. I don't just tell anyone, you know. _________________ Beware. I bite! |
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Jasriella Shining Dragonstar

Joined: 19 Nov 2008 Posts: 1709 Location: Minot, ND
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Posted: Mon 09 Nov 2009 0:00 Post subject: |
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I had a strange dream a few minutes ago, and now I can't get back to sleep as it's around 12:30 and I have to get up at 5, the dream is bugging me and wont leave my mind, constantly buzzing.
There wasn't much I could see. What I physically felt though was as real as it gets. What I could see which was all around me was this dark redish glow, like when you close your eyes and face the sun but a bit darker. I wasn't breathing at all which puzzled me at first but I just accepted the fact that I didn't need breath, at least not yet. I also noticed I was in a fluid, but what I couldn't tell and just assumed it was water.
(Note that I was able to think on my own and was aware that I was dreaming, taking my own actions.)
Deciding that my surroundings were so bland, I decided to give myself a check over. There was no color but I could make out my arms and legs, happy to find out that I was dreaming myself as a dragon again. I could feel wings and my tail, and then I noticed something protruding from the lower half of my midsection, I couldn't tell what it was until I realized what the whole dream was. I realized I was in an egg and that the glob protruding from my midsection was and embryonic sac (I just remembered the term for it, when I realized it for some reason I couldn't fathom the word for it). Then after coming to the conclusion that I was a an unhatched dragon in the egg, my first thought was where's my mother. Shortly after things got dark and felt a love similar to what I felt in that dream I initially posted. And as similar as it is I woke up shortly after just like that one.
Now I am certain of the details, and the clarity and resemblance to the dream I had when I initially started this thread leads me to conclude that it's most likely another past life memory. Why I would be remembering things of before I even hatched is odd, and why it went back in time from the first dream I also don't understand. But anyway I figured I should post this since I can't seem to go back to sleep.
One thing I did notice is that when I do dream (haven't been dreaming of much lately) if it's not a random blabber and phasing images I can usually gain control of myself at least and am able to consciously roam my dreams. I don't have any control of the dream itself, the surroundings and other beings do whatever they want still, but I'm able to interact at times and do whatever I think I should do. This dream I had the roaming part was a bit limited but I did what I could and the clarity supersedes every dream I've had besides that first I posted. _________________ I am trapped between heaven and hell. My wings carry me upon the winds. Above lies heaven, below hell. Yet I must land in hell to soar in heaven. I am a Dragon!
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CB Dragonstar

Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 163 Location: Ohio
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Posted: Mon 09 Nov 2009 7:38 Post subject: |
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If I might ask, how long have you had clarity over your dreams, just out of curiousity. _________________ I would love to have you on MSN, send me a PM with your IM account. Or not, if your that kind of person. |
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