Otherkin question(s)

[Jasriella]

[CB]

i didnt save the chat log :\

maybe ill explain it later but for now im in no mood. your call namhias.
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[musKeter]

I read all your posts from the start of the thread. I personally have no such harsh experiences as CB but as far as it goes i believe that I'm otherkin, and 1 more weird thing. whenever I sleep 50% dreams of those that I remember are with the same dragon OVER and OVER again, I after a while from a span of 10 years i named her Adeline, I always believed that it must be my past life locked memories that are resurfacing.

But in my mind I Always had a sensation like someone is with me; like an another beings presence is with me and in the past 2 years i figured out it was Actually Adeline sleeping soundly and I'm unable to speak or try to communicate with her in any way.
I tried meditating and trying to call out to her, I tried combining her presence with everything I do, and all resulted in Failures. so I'm asking for some pointers to how some of you got in touch with your otherkin like Kimodragon.

or it just maybe is a Part of me, presenting itself in my mind still asleep. Maybe humanity suppressed her into a deep sleep when i was little, and 1 more thing about the phantom limbs thing, i experience them almost every second to third day... mainly I feel like I have wings on my back and that I have a tail and sometimes jaw (mostly never).

The wings part is the most common with me, i feel the pressure on my back like i have to expand them that i cant let them stay close to my body anymore, and mostly i do expand them dunno which part of my brain does it but i feel my back muscles flex like i have 2 extra limbs for wings and many more missing but my brain registering them like i have them.
the tail part i feel the almost like driving me mad sensation that i move my tail in all the directions or so my brain registers even tho i don't have 1.
Jaw part tho is most idiotic to me i feel my tongue with the sides of muscles across my face and with the mouth go numb that i have to twitch my head sideways like most reptilians do to align their food to enter their throat properly, like a chewed up piece of meat ready to be swallowed but you have to raise your head to swallow it. (mostly embarrassing when it happened that i avoid eating when it happens )
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[kimodragon]

I didn't go looking for Kimo. He reached out to me first. I believe that it happened because I was open to the possibility.

In fact I know it. We both confirm it. Spirits find each other in different ways. But always because they are open to the possibility of finding and searching for one that is like them.

If you believe in 'human soulmates' then otherkin is not that far a stretch in your beliefs.

I have had a love for dragons since I was a small child. I have followed stories, myths and legends of dragons where ever I could find them. The more information that I gathered, the more that I felt a kinship to dragons.
I have never believed that I am a dragon. But I do believe that dragons do exist on another plain of existence. The astral plain. And that one day that it was possible to communicate with them.

Opening up your mind to possibilities is the first step to making things happen for you. Just ask Jim Henson, George Lucas, or Steven Speilberg.
I use them as examples because of the expanse of their imaginations. And the world wide belief systems that they started by making what they saw with their imaginations a reality to the eyes. And then other peoples minds.

That path that you walk is your own journey to start. But if you light the way then, others can and will follow. And the path becomes wider. And you are no longer alone of your journey.
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