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[Daragon]

As far as I know, I've been struggling with the fact that I was Otherkin. I was in the delusion that I WAS the dragon, until I learned that something lives WITH me. Since then I've been going almost kind of crazy and socially awkward.

Well, then I came to terms with it. I finally just said, "Ok, you're with me, honestly, I don't care."

Ever since then, I've been calm. Like, almost a half-meditative trance of bliss.

Why...?
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[Sylen]

I'm sure that you've heard this thousands of times before, but you are the best one capable of understanding that. All I can do is simply speculate. It may be because you've got it right, and your subconscious isn't at war with itself over the answer to that question, or something similar. Why is it that you need to know why you aren't struggling anymore? It sounds to me like a good thing that you aren't struggling anymore. I will admit, I'd probably be the same way though. Since you are calmer now, hopefully you'll be able to find the answer. Good luck ^.=.^
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[ANightmaresDream]

I have no clue, but all I can contribute right now is that I have been feeling the same way lately. I donno, sometimes that helps. Feel free to ask questions too. Cross-referencing can be really helpful sometimes.
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[Daragon]

Ugh, now I'm actually HATING this thing! All I wanted to do was live normally, (Which probably would have never happened anyways) and just be happy. Now I have to deal with THIS!? Now I understand why I ignored it, to try and make it go away, but lately I've been having dreams about it, and it's been driving me NUTS!!!

,
Daragon
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[Diamondec]

Repeating dreams can be annoying. I suggest suggested dreaming, what you do is you day dream about a certain topic before going to bed. This normally helps me, another thing you could try is to say "I will dream about ____" before going to bed. Keeping dream journals also help. If this wasn't help this site

http://www.dreamviews.com/content/

is all about dreaming and how to control your dreams. Hope you found this helpful.
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[Hyraxylos]

Why exactly is this a problem? Do the dreams actually interfere with anything?
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[Jasriella]

Hmm I wouldn't know what I'd do if I didn't like my otherkin self. I tried denying it but then it kinda took over and I went nuts over anything dragonish. Got a tattoo on my 18th birthday of a dragon. Once I came to terms with it it calmed down and then I learned that I was otherkin, or more so what the term itself was I had already rested with the fact that I was a dragon inside I just didn't know there was a term for it. Since then I've been much happier I guess inside knowing that and I wouldn't trade anything for it.

If you do believe you're otherkin and don't like it, I'm sorry but I don't know what to do. It's like hating the fact that you're a certain skin color. You just have to accept it and learn to live with it .
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[Roark]

I dont know if could ever really deny my draconity, its something thats stuck with me since childhood, as Slyen said only you can decide what is best for you. I'm having trouble telling if your talking about a dream or an entity. If its an entity I would say confront it, if its a dream think about it. These are things you MUST deal with if you want to get on with your life good luck.
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