Evolution

[dragonflame]

From what I can make up out of your text, I feel like we are quite apart from each other :O.

[opinion]
I say hate is nothing but destruction caused by destruction, the eternal circle of vengeance, you embrace it and say it strengthens you.

I have been losing my (conscious mind you, the physical effects I still feel.) fears lately, and the only thing I truly fear (respect) is God. You fear the living and say the Abrahamic religions are what makes us inferior.

You say "...fear the living". I care for others, but have to say I've also been losing the fear for my own life.

You bow to those who give you "life experience"... in other words hate. I bow to nothing but the perfect being, which promises me a future without flaws.
[/opinion]

One more question: Why do you think the word dragon is bad? I have to say something in order to make others think of the big-lizard-with-wings-etc. If it's so bad, why not give a better name?

[Dacorian]

I'm not saying that the word is a bad thing, It was created and used by the people, the one's I despise. Hatred gives you after some time an amazingly good feeling, I know, it sounds strange, but it is true.

I bow to those who meant something to me, the gift of hate is not as negative as you might think, as long as you can keep it under control.
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My thoughts are not pure, white doesn't exist in my eye's.

[kimodragon]

Dacorian I am glad that you are here.

What is it that you are wanting to find?

Acceptance of you and your dragon spirit?
You got it.

Answers to why he is with you?
You got that too.

An understanding of your dark feelings toward humans?
Believe me, a lot of us have them from time to time!

Are you looking for a place in the universe for you and your dragon?
You have found one.

Is he looking for life after death?
You say that you have pictures, ideas, thoughts of a time before your existence. Before you were. And you seem pretty sure of this. So you believe in life before your death. Life before you were here. Are you his purpose?

So does he exist outside of you?
And if he can then, can he come and go as he pleases?
And if he can come and go at his will. Then there is proof that he has a will of his own. So what purpose do you serve in his will?

Giving a name to something or someone is not "just" a human trait. Everything that recognizes itself as an individual will express it individuality by naming other objects or beings.
Just because we do not understand the language in which they express their individual thoughts and emotions does not negate the individual lifeforce.
You want proof? Try to negate that individuals lifeforce and see if it doesn't fight for it's individual right to exist in it's place in this universe.

Cats meow, dogs bark, whales and birds sing, bugs click, snakes and lizards hiss. All announcing that they are just as alive as you are. Just because they are not in your immediate vicinity or conciousness doesn't make them any less important than you.
The universe created everythings place. Not you, not me and not your 'other'.

There are no "higher beings". There are just beings.
There is just being.
Being a part of the great collective that is called the universe.
There was a past.
There is the present.
For some beings. There is a future.

EVERYTHING bows to the authority of time.
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From you I receive to you I give
Together we share
For this we live

[Dacorian]

Good people, take it easy to spit out your words. Even if you're convinced it's true, keep that for yourself. Do you think it's fun to be together with something that has no experience in life on this earth and to live how society puts it? For a free being a dragon was I've never understood a word of sense with people who have this draconity. It seems to me like most of them just like to brag when their friends think there is a dragon in the background. What is a dragon, anyway? You do not see it on the street, in a zoo or bones ... nothing! You only see pictures and statues in a fantasy shop or Deviantart. As if it is born a long time ago in this world to assist you. And that is where most rely on, with no other options at all.

I've never been so sure as I'm now! I may not repeat what I said before, because I've already been banned on draconity for this, so I'll just skip this. But the fact that they did this it made my beliefs even stronger. The miserable existence of a human life and spasmodic thoughts, it makes me more and more ill. I was able to touch the dragon, what an experience, incredible experience, but psychologically painful! Not because I would release the people in everyday life, no ...it's happening, but no...
Also not to start a fight , certainly not for I am only human. But this childish stuff that I've been reading on the net all this years, I do not know why I still visit it.

Compare the dragon... with a vampire. Not like in teen vampire stories today in the cinema, but a thousand year old vampire. Everything he saw, did, the feeling of long life with a tremendous intellect. I've just felt it for a few seconds and it made me just crazy for the first years! (2005-2007)
I do not know why I knew it, but it came naturally, even though I had no previous relationship with a dragon. After all these years, wishing for death that never comes, watch animals, including people who have no idea what this all means.

What are people worth after a certain period of time before they get into oblivion?
I have always been hidden this from the outside world, but why should I keeping this up? Why would they want us? On the contrary, his name is greatly violated by the people.

think about it, because like vampires, you're only good for bloody meat in your body. But the first dragon who wants to protect a human, i'll pierce my spear through his heart, immediately!
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My thoughts are not pure, white doesn't exist in my eye's.

[Hyraxylos]

[kimodragon]

Dacorian why is it that you lash out humans as you do?

Are you not human too?

To be human on this planet is to be the greatest thing on this planet! Nothing is greater.

This place was set up specificly for us to rule!

And to lash out at dragons who accept humanity.
Or to lash out at humans who accept draconity.

And in this court! Tsk, tsk,tsk.

We come here to commune. Not to hate.
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From you I receive to you I give
Together we share
For this we live

[dragonflame]

I don't believe I was, am, or am going to be a dragon, I simply find it a good creature to identify with. It fits with my self image. I don't go around looking for internet fame for an ego boost because I have a dragon 'sitting on my shoulder'. Be careful with your judgement.

[Dacorian]

You can not help it, I understand this because you didn't see beyond your life in my opinion. I'm not religious, I do not feel that humanity had to take over everything in the first place. good for them that they can reproduce a lot... too much. I am human of course, I don't speak with the mouth of a dragon But I know what his thoughts are and I understand it all. I could accept it if we are not at the top of the food chain because something like a dragon endanger our existence. This is actually a reality where I have a hard time with, I am honest on this fact. I'm not sure if I have a history with them or it influenced me, but I think like this many years when I see people on the street, at work or elsewhere. What the pc shows me it's not doing much better. I maintain that this hate for this situation is extremely strong, stronger than any other feelings I've had in life. The fact that the people around me don't notice is quite a performance. What I can say, or what I can tell everybody, I would be banned everywhere, family, colleagues and especially on the net so there I leave it with that.
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My thoughts are not pure, white doesn't exist in my eye's.